So many times I've questioned things, rarely just sitting back and letting life go on it's own course, rarely taking things as they come, always dwelling on what might have been, what will be, what is. So many times I've tried to change. Change my perspective, my outlook on life, my attitude, my pessimism, over-optimism.

Maybe with a little work, it's pretty possible. I don't know how I'm doing, to be honest, because at one point I can feel like I'm on top of the world, where nothing can bring me down, and yet just as easily I be can down in the dumps, where the whole world is against me. So I cannot really keep proper track of my progress with this, since it's like, an up and down thing, pretty inconsistent.