You just can't help but feel like taking extreme measures to put yourself out of misery, can you? I mean, what's a guy to do? Sure, there are some positives that help balance out (sort of) the negatives, but the negatives are the ones that leave the lasting, lingering, all-powerful painful feeling.

I don't regret. I just, "Wish I had." Wish I had done this, wish I had chosen that. Wish I had been born this. Wish I had been whatever the fuck it is that would've made things much better. Wish I was dead, mmm that's a nice one. I'm sure I'd find a use for it one day. Maybe not now.

Maybe.