Despite all the positives that's been happening, I find myself struggling to justify coming here now and then. Maybe it's the lack of activity, since classes haven't started, and maybe it's because I'm not used to the life here yet, the people around me, and the way things work.

I know I can pull through though, and I know I can excel, and the little things help, though I never thought they would. I know that no matter how horrible I feel when I wake up, one look at my desk, one glance at the wallpaper of my desktop, one glimpse of those eyes, and my day will start out right.

Doesn't mean it'll end right, though. I went to bed with a busted lip from playing football. Hahaha.